Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Tri Angle Over Breast

They saw what you said
and have become Bitter.

Alisson B.:2214638__The smell was the crowning dissapointment.
                                     Not soft, not sweet; no feminine asset whatever. 

Candice D.:1456683__I was not unmoved, but there was no glory in it. 

Ellenor F.:9263484 __I became restless halfway through the first  
___________________meeting. Imagine my discomfort just in the wait 
___________________for the next. I endured, but only because my  
___________________character dictates manner over pleasure. 


For the complete listing, see
www.pendingreaction.com
Should you find your name
and indiscretion there,
at least you will have the
time to put your affairs
in order. 

Monday, April 23, 2012

Attic Window Is A Place

A stain on this world.


Three houses were set below the crown of this hill.
Each home with an attic,
each attic with a window,
and each window facing the summit.

20 years, 50 years, 80 years pass
without any but human comment...
and then 2 houses came together in marriage.

The daughter of of the East moves in with
the son of the South. She settles in and spends
time arranging every room so that it speaks of
her. She takes her old diearies inside a satin lined
box up the stairs. In to the attic. To the window
she walks. How strange that she sees just what she saw from her childhood attic window.
The same lichen covered boulder before the same side of the center tree, the highest
looming tree in all the township. She told her husband. He looked through it with adult
concentration, took her hand and went to East house.
They had tea with mother and father, discoursing on daughter's peculiar sentiment.
With glasses empty, they all got a look from East attic.
The same lichen covered boulder before the same side of center tree..bare on the left
since the blizzard in 08, such winds, my God.
So, son and daughter, being convinced, brought East parents to South attic. Father
kept at that vista with his steady wizened eyes for houres, taking his dinner before it.
He proclaimed, What you've told is true, but that doesn't make it right.
Next morning, the family went over to north house with bread and milk, and at 20
minutes of time past they brought to light their findings. North house held three generations,
and it's eldest stood right up with a stern set to his face. He took in North attic's view in
some minutes. All else looked as much at him as the view...
His unsettled countenance before the same lichen covered boulder before the same side
of center tree, it's left side bare since 08 and 2 others like it, dieing, off to either side.
Everything The Same.
They visited East attic, elder North looking all the worse for it and finally South attic,
where he turned to the assembled families and asked, Do you all know there was
once a West house? Well, there was. Mine and yours great grandparents built 
all four 2 turns ago. Worked the land around em, ate and drank from it for 
years and years until some blizzard caught and held on tight... day after she let go, 
3 of those families woke to find West house was gone. Gone like it never was.
Not a stick left. And,  not one of em could remember who it was that lived there.
Can you imagine? Not knowin that kinda thing and then just movin on , livin,
marriein, makin babies...No? Well, you will. We got time.
So, here's another thing to think on, 
                             that storm. It did the flip of what we always thought, all of 
you and I. I believe, in the normal way of things, we ain't even here, ya know.
West house is, though. And that's what we're all seein-the view from it. The only 
thing left.     Ever wonder why we don't use names? What's your name, honey? Or
mine? I don't think we got any. Generations of us, not-born in this halfway place...
names just ain't a part of that. If I ever wasn't sure of it, I am now.

 
Tara turned from the attic window of her isolated home up on the west side of the hill.
That desolate tree before it gave her the oddest sensations...
This time, she saw faces-

 -------I found a compilation of unsettling stories done by Evan Ribliss. Printed in 1915.
The book was behind the first floor radiator grate. Brittle and yellow and fascinating.
The above is the 3rd story inside.

Saturday, March 3, 2012





I'LL ONLY TELL YOU THE END......      ......      ......      ......      ......      ......    

She married THE THING WITHOUT WINGS.
It drew her downa past soil, rock, and darkness.
In to The Earth's Absess:
A central hole                   filled with all the worn
mental ink spilled from from every thought any
man has ever had.
IT's idea was that they'd go there in wedded 
blissssss      ssssss      ssssss      ssssss      
to practis loconic magic together
for ever and ever.
                            But________________
They only drowned__________________
and that they could still breathe________
it took AEONS.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Emergency

When I came home,
                         the sun was down.
I shut my two black eyes   and when I opened them,
the sun was up                  and snow was falling from it.
I put one mirror on the ground,
                           all of the snow fell in to it.
The sun was disintegrating.
                            I left the yard.
                            I went right  up the stairs.
                                          How old am I now,
                                          that the mirror is full.How old am I now,          that the sun has gone empty.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Enviable Position

A lily is made of putrescent white.
I knew a girl in a dress that same colour.
I met her on the 90th floor of R Building.
She was looking in the mirror by the elevator.
She was repeating a man's name.
I took her hand and led her to the stairs.
We went up 12 flights together.
His name came with us.
We exited on to the roof.
She threw down my hand.
She walked off the ledge.
With him.
Her dress was her future.

Convex

Nemesis____A  Hypothetical Star, orbiting the sun
beyond the Oort Cloud, a light year a way.


The pain of it is intrinsic in the sun's character.
A pull it rarely understands.
Something like when trauma occurs in an infant's life,
and for all the rest it does things without frontal reasoning.
Even heavenly bodies are haunted.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Low Plain

                                                            The Administration has taken your request. Stop.
                                                            In Conference, Consensus reached. Stop.
                                                            For further information,close your eyes.
                                                            FULL STOP.


I sent the specimen to 11 Institutions of note.
I received 11 telegrams back,
The above being the only positive return.

My request:         Enclosed is one photo of
                           The Object.
I found it beneath my bed on the third day 
of January. I live alone. I live among few
possessions .There is no earthly reason for
it's arrival among my trappings. Your estab-
lishment being one of great exalt, I beg your
thorough examination. In payment, I
here for give rights of all findings to your
prestigious institute.I would be deeply
obliged for haste in answer to this query, as
the matter has a gravity in accord to my
own health.


Nineteen days have past since my initial finding. My left kidney has failed, 3 of my teeth and all of my fingernails have come away, 10 bones have splintered or broken in the course of normal mobility and I lost my hearing just houres ago. The very core of me is falling to pieces as I drift into sleep during all manner of activity and deep inside the most deranged and abstract nightmares, the likes of which I've never read nor conceived.


In my extremity, I do as the impersonal note reads. Close my eyes.


I am inside the rotunda of a sentient thing. A permanent vast. Dim with tissue whose thick is that of a planet. It hurts to know. There is nothing to distinguish any single place, only grey sameness eternal. Wretched timidity steals over me. I give in. It thinks for me. The intimacy is overwhelming. It tells me:


THIS IS BENIGN THIS IS BENIGN THIS IS BENIGN THIS IS BEINNG THIS IS BENIGN




I've no opinion. I've lost emotion. This is benign. This is Benign. This is BEnign. This is BENign. This is BENIgn. This is BENIGn. This is BENIGN. This Is BENIGN. This IS BENIGN. THis IS BENIGN. THIs IS BENIGN. THIS IS BENIGN. THIS IS BENIGN THIS IS   BENIGNTHISISBENIGNTHISISBEINNGTHISISBENIGNTHISISBEINNGTHISISBEINNGTHISISBENIGNBEINNGBENIGNBEINNGBENIGNBEINNGBENIGNBEINNGBENIGNBEINNG